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May. 11th, 2008 @ 10:31 am Spring
I don't normally complain about the weather, but when I went out to adjust the cold frame, I got snow up my back.

Yuck.
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Apr. 25th, 2008 @ 10:38 am big pile of poo!
6 loader scoops!

This time, in the front yard so that we don't have to bring it all from behind the house one wheelbarrow at a time.

Woo hoo!

But now it is snowing.
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Apr. 4th, 2008 @ 09:25 pm Buddhism
I had it all wrong!

I had one of those moments tonight... oh. I think the word is 'epiphany'. I told night__watch that if my outward world had reflected my inner state, I would have been lying on my back going, "uhhhhhhh..." Not in a looking for the words way, but in an 'oh! Of course!' kind of way.

(night__watch is editorializing as I type. He is un-editing. "Don't cross that out!")

All this time I had fallen for the western comparative-religion explanation of ego-less-ness as being this 'destruction of self' sort of experience, even though I've never seen anything that reflected that in the practice of Buddhism or in anything I've read by an ACTUAL Buddhist. (Yes, Nita. I am flapping my hands and going, "ooh! ooh! ooh!")

(in an extremely small and superficial nutshell)
Egolessness is not the *destruction* of self. It is the removal of the illusion of the ego that *shields* the self from the nature of reality and allows the 'Self' to continue to preserve that illusion of separateness.

The people who led me down this particular garden path were not Buddhists, and I'm thinking that they didn't really understand it. (See? I'm trying to cross it out again.)

Okay. I captured the thought. Now I can get on with my regularly scheduled evening.

(Oh, yeah. I went to a talk at the Shambala centre. Can you tell?)
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Mask
Mar. 27th, 2008 @ 04:13 pm Gravity check
Is the rest of the world experiencing extra gravity today? Or is it a localized phenomenon?
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Wicked
Mar. 22nd, 2008 @ 10:15 pm Oh, the power!!!
Ha ha! I have usurped the Only Computer in the House (TM) and now the power is MINE!!! Mine, mine, Mine, MINE, MI...
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Feb. 23rd, 2008 @ 02:49 pm (no subject)
In case you didn't have enough time wasters, Star Trek!
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Dec. 15th, 2007 @ 11:46 pm meme
Sounds about right...

You'll die in your Sleep.

You will die peacefully in your sleep after having a really awesome life.



'How will you die?' at QuizGalaxy.com
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Dec. 12th, 2007 @ 08:41 pm Dewey decimal oops
I was shelving books at the kids' school when I noticed a... erm. glitch... in the Dewey decimal system.

"Pets, pets, pets... goldfish... AAAAUGH!" Next to the goldfish book was a book on preparing seafood.

Apparently they don't have any books that fill in the intervening categories.
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Nov. 28th, 2007 @ 12:10 pm Herbs!
Current Mood: excited
I've got 'em.
My house smells like peppermint. I am excited.
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Wicked
Nov. 16th, 2007 @ 08:38 pm update-y-ness
It is DARK here at 5 pm in November.

It is also, this evening, very blustery. I was outside for under 10 seconds in each direction picking up not-wee-boy from school, and my hair was drenched (although at the speed I was running, the majority of the rest of my body was merely damp.)

I have ordered the herbs and spices for my blends that I'm putting together for the market. The shipping was $108, so I'd better take this seriously. I've been testing cookie recipes. I hope I sell out regularly, because my waist won't take the cookie leftovers gracefully. I haven't found labels that I'm happy with yet; if you happen to know of any write-on or print-on labels that have a herbal border, let me know.

Oop! Baby a-yellin'

Gotta run
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Nov. 15th, 2007 @ 05:08 pm Tiger v. shark...
Round 2

Pursuant to previous conversations on space-battles

I may have to rethink my opinion. More to the point, I fear I have spent most of the day rethinking my opinion.

and now I have to add this:
Weightless cats

Damn him for using my brain for such things.
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Oct. 28th, 2007 @ 06:20 pm The Spaceship has landed!
Current Mood: cheerful
it looks a lot like a washing machine with matching dryer, but it has many blue and red lights and beeping noises, and an onboard computer. must be a spaceship what does the laundry.

Whee!!!

Ooo! Ooo! Ooo! And it's RED!

pretty pictures )
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Pleased
Oct. 25th, 2007 @ 02:27 pm heads up
Kenneth Branagh on "Q" on CBC Radio 1.

I just listened to it here, so the rest of y'all should get it in about 45 mins.
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Wicked
Oct. 8th, 2007 @ 08:09 pm A grown-up moment
This Thanksgiving, my parents came to me.

And for a change, I did not cede my kitchen to my father, but night__watch and I made The Turkey! (That we bought from the market from a very nice man that lets them run around, and generally be turkey-ish until The Time.) We thanked the turkey, and the farmers, and the fortune that brought us to this beautiful place with this wonderful family.

Blessings all 'round!
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Oct. 6th, 2007 @ 01:43 pm Food and farmers
My favourite farmer knows that I keep the carrot tops for stock (and occastionally other uses). The man with the honey is named Walter. He just turned 80.

I am happy.
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Wicked
Oct. 3rd, 2007 @ 08:46 pm (no subject)
So I screwed up the link the first time (because cut-and-paste is known to be trixy, y'know.)


ColorQuiz.com I took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Pursues her objectives with intensity and does not..."


Click here to read the rest of the results.


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Wicked
Sep. 30th, 2007 @ 09:51 pm Accomplishments!
Rose hip extract from my recent gatherings.
Canned tomatoes (with extra zucchini for... well, to get rid of zucchini, really).
all children in bed by 9!
A dinner with three vegetables and no yelling

(and laundry and baby nursing etc. day-to-day stuff that doesn't feel like an accomplishment, but is in fact work that got done.)
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Sep. 30th, 2007 @ 09:43 pm Indie poly music!
http://radio3.cbc.ca/play/band/Must-Be-Tuesday/My-Boyfriends-Girlfriend-Isnt-Me/

See? We really ARE normal!
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Sep. 28th, 2007 @ 09:12 pm A few quick points
So, something resembling a real post:

Thanks to [info]cielf. She knows what for.

4-year-old birthday today. Good day all 'round. Kids had the day off school (purely coincidentally), so we had one of our friends over who has two kids of appropriate ages for playing with my oldest two. There was lego, dress-up and art. Whole-wheat macaroni and cheese and the currently ubiquitous grilled zucchini starred at dinner, with a lovely "eat dessert first" part played by my favourite chocolate cake recipe. I do like birthdays. (chocolate cake for breakfast the next morning is my favourite part).

Picked up a super soaker in the end of season sales. Best not to take myself too seriously, I always say.

Youngest one is beautiful, interactive, lively and doing all things baby-like that he should be doing (starting to sit up, rolling around the room, eating his sister's artwork). We rearranged the house to fix the fact that the living room was at the top of the stairs and contained a woodstove. It is now the dining room, and the living room has been moved to a more amenable room of the house. The breakfast light is spectacular now, since the table is in the western sun room. Makes morning easier, I find. Also, we made a little 'cafe' out of the corner of the new living room, to make up for the fact that there isn't one in town.

One of our friends stopped to visit for a few days on his way from California to Ontario, but since he wasn't going 'home' to anything in particular, he decided to live in our apartment for a few months. Changed his addresses officially, and then set off for points west to tie up loose ends.

I am continuing to nurture a 'temporary obsession' with food. If it lasts much longer, though, I may have to declare it a new interest. I have always had cookbooks; the change is my focus on food security and safety. It's more complicated than I might have thought (although everything is more complicated than it seems). I just wanted to know whether I should buy local or organic as a priority, and look where it gets me. Working my way through the public library's entire section on food, that's where! Read, read, read, read, read. Garden, garden, garden. Cook, cook, cook. Try not to grind my teeth when the cafeteria menu comes home from school.

Run to feed the baby before he starts REALLY yelling. Bye!
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Wicked
Sep. 28th, 2007 @ 09:08 pm memes
Current Mood: peaceful
My soul is apparently my favourite colour.

What color is your soul painted?

Orange

Your soul is painted the color orange, which embodies the characteristics of balance, heat, enthusiasm, flamboyance, playfulness, aggression, over-emotion, danger, desire, strengthens the ability to concentrate, attraction, adaptability, and stimulation. Orange falls under the element of Fire, and symbolizes glory and fruits of the earth.

Personality Test Results

Click Here to Take This Quiz

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And I do miss some people dearly, but I find that particular meme pressuring, so tiiwstw. (I made that one up. journeying_dad is rolling his eyes at me. ha ha.)
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